Experiencing a Self-Directed Retreat
Pocket Ranch Institute News
I came to Pocket Ranch at the suggestion of a friend, who had attended a workshop there. At the time of my eleven-day self-directed retreat, I was exhausted and depleted. It was time for a vacation and I also wanted to be in close contact with a therapist.
In coming to Pocket Ranch, what I wanted most was time alone to work on myself in an emotionally safe environment where others come to heal too. It was important for me to have time in nature, to be with the spirits that guide me, to do personal work, to learn new tools, and to be in the same space with others who respect spiritual and emotional work.
While on my retreat I crossed paths with three women also there for this purpose. Together we utilized the hot tub, swimming pool, and enjoyed meals in the dining room. We also sat, absorbing the beauty of the land, while talking about psychology, facilitation, spirituality, creativity and healing.
When I was alone, I spent hours reading my old journals and visiting the Native American medicine wheel. I cried, sang, prayed, danced and meditated there. The trees, hills, cows, cats, dogs and stars kept me company.
I was able to work several times a week with one of the staff therapists, Vilma Ginzberg. In sharing the “soul journey” of my life, I was able to be held and grieve for my own infancy. I was encouraged to explore my traumas, and I was supported in remembering the spiritual being I am. It was the first time I had ever experienced the freedom in therapy to discuss my birth, and the time before it, on a soul level. This strengthened my resolve to continue the work my life has led me into—of healing, creativity and facilitation of truth.
During my retreat I also relaxed. I found the hammocks a comfort, the dogs a joy, and the land perfect... for hiking and for simply viewing!
At the end of my eleven days, I felt connected with myself, regenerated, and heartbreakingly grateful for the time and space I had at Pocket Ranch. It was painful to say goodbye to the people at the Ranch I had grown close to. Now, I find that the growth and progress I made, while on the land, is continually revealed to me. Thank you Pocket Ranch. See ya’ again soon!
